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Do Not Understand

Added: Saturday, April 23rd 2005 at 2:57pm by trashedandburned
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I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY UPON GIVING UP DRUGS AND WILD CRAZY WAYS AND GIVING MY LIFE OVER TO GOD. I GOT INVOLVED IN A CHURCH IN MARYLAND AND GAVE EVERYTHING THAT I COULD TO CHANGE AND BE DIFFERENT. MET SOME GREAT FRIENDS AND FELT LIKE I HAD A FAMILY HERE IN MARYLAND.

THE PASTOR QUICKLEY MADE ME FEEL LOVED AND SPECIAL, LIKE I WAS REALLY IMPORTANT.
I BECAME FRIENDS WITH A GOOD BUDDY AND BROTHER IN THE FAITH AND FOUND THAT HE TOO HAD THE SAME EXPERIENCES WITH THIS PASTOR IN SILVER SPRING.
I BEGAN TO REALIZE THAT WHAT I THOUGHT WAS SPECIAL IN REALITY WAS THAT I AS WELL AS MY FRIEND TODAY WERE BEING VICTIMIZED.
HE WOULD GET US ALONE AND TELL US HOW MUCH HE LOVED US, HE WOULD HUG US AND THEN HE WOULD LET HIS HANDS SQUEEZE OUR BUTTOCKS. I NEVER REALIZED THAT HE WAS USING ME AND MY PAST AND EVEN MY FRIENDS BAD SELF IMAGE FOR HIS ADVANTAGE. THIS PASTOR WOULD TELL US IT WAS ALRIGHT TO PULL OUR PANTS DOWN AND GET BACK RUBS AND PULL OUR UNDERWEAR DOWN EXPOSING OUR REARS SO THAT HE COULD RUB. HE WOULD HUG ME AND MY FRIEND TELL US OF HIS LOVE, ONE COULD FEEL HIS STIFNESS PRESSED UP ON US.
WHY DID HE USE US AFTER AWHILE WE TRIED EVERYTHING TO NOT BE ALONE WITH HIM. HE HAS SET HIMSELF UP AS THE SOLE LEADER OF THE CHURCH AND ALL HAVE TO FIT AND ADHERE TO HIM. SINCE HE STARTED THE CHURCH NO ONE CAN MAKE HIM STEP ASIDE. I HAVE FOUND OUT THAT HE MANIPULATES ALL CRISIS AND MAKES IT SO THAT HE IS NEVER THE ONE WHO HAS HURT AND USED HIS FLOCK. CAUSED ME TO DEVELOPE POST TRAUMATIC STRESS SYNDROM.
WHY? I JUST WANTED TO CHANGE AND BE USED BY GOD. NOW THIS MAN CARRIES ON LIKE NOTHING IS AMISS.
SINCE I AM OF AGE AND ALL HIS VICTIMS THAT I KNOW ARE OF AGE, WE CANNOT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. HE PREYS ON ON YOUNG MEN WHO DO NOT HAVE A FATHER THAT WAS THERE OR ABUSED THEM AND NEVER INVESTED IN THEIR SONS. HE HAS LIED TO ME AND OTHERS. I WENT FOR HELP AND A STRONG FATHER FIGURE. I WAS DUPPED AND USED AND HAVE FOUND OUT THAT HE WAS KICKED OUT OF A CHURCH WHERE HE WAS CAUGHT IN A COMPROMISING CIRCUMSTANCE. I LEARNED THAT THE GAY COMMUNITY REFERS TO HIM AS THE GAY PASTOR IN SANDY SPRING/SILVER SPRING MARYLAND. WHY IS HE ALLOWED TO PASTOR. HE CAN START HIS OWN CHURCH AND WRITE THE RULES AND STILL BE IN POWER. IT WOULD BE OK IF HE STATED THAT HE IS A HOMOSEXUAL AND THAT HIS CHURCH IS A REFUGE AND HAVEN FOR THOSE WHO NEED A CHURCH LIKE THAT. DONT PRETEND TO BE MY BEST FRIEND AND USE ME AND OTHERS FOR HIS OWN GRATIFICATION WHILE RUINING THERE LIVES ISTEAD OF RESTORING THEIR LIVES. ITS HARD TO GO ON FROM HERE, ITS HARD TO BELIEVE THAT HE WILL NOT TAKE RESPONCIBILITY FOR HIS ACTIONS. HE USEDHIS POSITION AND USEED HIS PASTORIAL ROLE AS A METHOD OF RAPEING YOUNG MEN PSYCHOLOGICAL, SPIRITUAL, EMOTIONAL AND PHYSICAL. YET HE IS ALLOWED TO GO ON BECAUSE HE HAS MANIPULATED THE LAW AND HIS POSITION.
I FOUND SOME ANSWERES AT A GREAT WEBSITE WWW.ADVOCATEWEB.ORG THE SITE HAS A PLACE FOR THE COST OF ABUSE. I WAS ABUSED WHEN I WAS A LITTLE BOY AND TO THINK THAT SOMEONE WHO I CARED FOR AND TRUSTED EXPLOITED MY PAST. BY GODS GRACE I AM CLIMBING THE MOUNTAIN. NO LONGER THE SEXUAL TOY OF PASTOR CHARLES SCHMITT OF IMMANUELS CHURCH SILVER SPRING NEW HAMPSHIRE AVE MARYLAND. I PRAY THAT NO ONE ELSE WILL BE EXPLOITED AGAIN. I JUST WISH HE WOULD STAND UP AND TELL ALL THAT HIS CONGREGATION ALLOWS OPENLY GAY PEOPLE AND THAT HE HIMSELF HAS BISEXUAL AND HOMOSEXUAL TENDENCIES, THAT TRUTH WOULD HELP OTHERS IN CHOOSING A CHURCH. WITH THAT REGARD I WOULD NOT HAVE WASTED 11 PLUS YEARS OF MY LIFE. I WAS DUPPED AND LIED TOO. NOW I AM IN RECOVERY FOR MY OWN BEING
GOD BLESS ALL THOSE WHO LISTENED

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THERE IS ONE WHOM TO TRUST AND THAT IS IN CHRIST JESUS OUR LORD AND SAVIOR. MAN WILL ALWAYS FAIL US. GOD NEVER FAILS.
Hi I'm emotional about your story have you ever told anyone in church ? Or the police shamed that he still there
WHY ARE SO MANY PEOPLE INFATUATED WITH HILLARY CLINTON. ONE WHO HAD A HAND IN HER FRIEND VINCE FOSTER AND MAYBER HIS DEATH. WHY HAS SHE BEEN CAUGHT IN MANY LIES CONCERNING HER AND HER FAMILY AND HER AMBITION TO BE THE FIRST WOMEN PRESIDENT. WHY IS SHE SO OBSESED WITH POWER. SHE IS ON RECORD FOR THE SUPPORT OF WOMENS RIGHT TO TERMINATE A VIABLE HUMAN LIFE. NO BODY WANTS TO ASK THE FATHER IF HE WOULD LIKE TO HAVE THE CHILED. I THOUGHT THERE IS SOMETHING CALLED THE PILL AND THE MORNING AFTER PILL. SO I GUESS THAT IF YOU ARE A WOMEN AND WILLING TO LAY DOWN AND SPREAD YOUR LEGS FOR THE SAKE OF SEX OR IF YOU BELIEVE IT LOVE, ITS OK TO DESTROY A LIFE IF YOU BECAME PREGNANT. OH I HEARD THAT STATEMENT MADE "ITS YOUR BODY" WELL IF IT IS YOUR BODY, WHY ARE YOU NOT ON THE PILL OR WHY DO YOU NOT HAVE A DIAPHRAM OR CARRY CONDEMS YOURSELF. I GUESS MOST OF YOU AGREE WITH HILLARY YOUR NEXT PRESIDENT THAT IT IS OK TO CARRY A BABY FULL TERM THEN ALLOW IT TO BE BORN EXCEPT FOR THE HEAD, WHERE THEY TAKE SCISSORS AND POKE A HOLE IN THE CHILDS HEAD IN BACK, THEN SHOVE A VACCUM INTO THAT HOLE AND SUCK THE BRAINS OUT OF A CHILD WHILE IT STRUGGLES AND FIGHTS FOR LIFE. IT IS SO CLEAR THAT SHE IS A COMMUNIST AND SOCIALIST THAT MAKES ME SICK. SHE IS NO MORE PRO AMERICAN THAN SADDAM HUSSAIN. SHE CLAIMS TO WANT TO GIVE RIGHT TO ALL AND AT THE SAME TIME TAKE MONEY OUT OF YOUR WALLET. HOW MUCH DOES SHE MAKE AS A SENATOR/ HOW MUCH DOES SHE GET FROM SPREAKING ENGAGEMENTS? HOW MUCH DID SHE GET FROM HER BOOK? MOST 0F CONGRESS OPT OUT OF THE SOCIAL SECURITY PLAN IN PLACE. WHY ? BECAUSE YOU AND I PAY FOR THEIR RETIREMENT AND IT IS MORE THEN I CAN EVER DREAM OF. BILL DID NOT PROTECT AMERICA AND IN FACT DID NOT RECEIVE THE POPULAR VOTE HIS FIRST TERM. HE WAS NEVER ELECTED WITH AN OVERWHELMING MAJORITY. IT IS TOO BAD THAT BILL, HILLARY, DIANNE FIENSTEIN, MAXINE WATERS, NACY POLOSI, BARBARA BOXLER, BARBARA MCAULSKI, ROBERT WHITE SURPREMIST BIRD KKK ALL WERE NOT IN THE TWIN TOWERS ON 911. ITS TOO BAD WE HAVE PEOPLE LIKE THEM IN OFFICE. I WISH THE AVERAGE CITIZEN WOULD GET SOME AND THROW ALL OF THEM OUT OF OFFICE. THEY JUST GAVE THEMSELVES A RAISE. WE NEED ANOTHER BOSTON TEA PARTY. THE TRU BELIEVERS IN AMERICA NEED TO STAND UP BEFORE WE ARE OVERRUN BY COMMUNIST AND ILLEGAL IMMIGRANTS. WE ARE PAYING FOR CHINAS MILITARY BUILD UP AND ITS PLANS FOR ATTACK AGAINST THIS COUNTRY. DURI9NG CLINTONS PRESIDENCEY WE HAD MADAME ALBRIGHT AS SEC OF STATE. WHY WAS HER MOST SECRATIVE OFFICE FOUND WITH BUGS FROM MANY FOREING NATIONS, WHY WAS SECURITY SO LAX. PUT HER AND HILLARY UP AGAINST CONDI RICE ANY DAY AND I BET YOU' FIND OUT THE TRUE CHARACTER AND MOTIVES FOR POWER. I AM TRULY SORRY THAT I HAVE TO SEE THE DIMISE OF THE NATION THAT I LOVE. WHY WAS BILL CLINTON SO VOCAL AND SO VISABUL AT THE POPES FUNERAL WHEN THE PRESIDENT ELECTED TO HAVE NO PHOTOS TAKEN XCEPT FOR THE PRIVATE WHITE HOUSE PHOTOGRAPHER. HE STATED THAT HE WANTED TO MAKE SURE THAT THE FOCUS WAS ON THE HOLY FATHER AND THE ADVENTS AT HAND. HE SPOKE ON THE WAY HOME ON AIR FORCE ONE. ALL YOU BILL AND HILLARY LOVERS KEEP TAXING ME AND KEEP TAKING MY MONEY AND LETS KILL BABIES AND CRIPPLE OUR MILITARY. MANY NEED TO READ THE FEDERALIST PAPERS. HAVE A CIGAR
Charles has stepped down
OMG Unbelivable
Yeah I am in total utter shock!!!!! I am sorry that you had to experience this!!! It was said this past Sunday 1/22/17. In front of the congregation, while Charles sat in the front row. That he has stepped down since November 2016. It was said that he has had a past in dealing with men. They expressed that it was all in the past and that it is not happening as of now. Charles wants to get help now. I'm in a loss for words. I cannot even begin to express my sorrow!!! My childhood wasn't the best. My walk with God has depended. I looked to Charles as someone who is such an aspiring role model. My father was gay, he died in 2008. I just don't understand why he would go on preaching the word. I love everyone for who they are, who they choose to be. I have no right to judge!!!! But for him to have gone on to preach is still so mind boggling. It's choices like that, that make people cringe when they hear the name God. I cannot even speak properly!!! I am in a loss for words. I don't know the truth. I don't want to speak ill of anyone! I do not want to assume. I just wanted to apologize for your pain and in a way express mine.
I being at Immanuel's for 14 years and to know this dartness secret of this man is disappointed since I learn to admire him and his family, I pray for his soul and repentance. Church never leave your children alone with any leader in charge, Immanuels's church will face consequences as the Bible said, we repent but God can not be fooled, Immanuels's church leaders if you covered what the man did you also are double accountable for his actions and you must confess as well.
I have known Pastor Charles since They openned the church. I can't say that I'm not hurt by the revaluation. I admired both him, his wife children. But one thing I know for sure, God is the actual judge and he will take care of every detail issue that results from this. Please seek to God for comfort at this loss, for restauracion of the broken hearted. That is why we fix our eyes on Jesus only, because man is deceitful, but not God. God will be working in all our hearts. May He keep us all and grant us peace!
Why did he had to step down?
We all got duped by Charles & Dotty

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