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On my Mind

Added: Saturday, February 16th 2019 at 3:00pm by MarissaG

It's kind of a mellow day for me. I am currently at Starbucks trying to focus enough to do some work. I can't seem to do that though. 

I have a writing project to do, but it isn't due for a while. I can take my time. I don't want to though because I need to earn as much money as a new person can. I am really tired of being broke.

On another note, my nephew's birthday is today. My mother and I went to my brother's house for a small celebration. I gave hime some video games. Everyone else gave him cash. Oh well.

Today, I am really wishing I could be thin again. I was looking at pictures of myself when I was thin and the difference is severe. I can't believe I let myself get this fat. I can't really beat myself up though because a lot of it is an increased appetite due to my meds. 


This past summer when I was ill I lost 35 pounds. It is all slowly creeping back on my body. I know I can do cardio and that should at the very least keep it from coming back on, but I just sit around and think about how I should be working out. 

Anyway, I asked for a chamomile tea here at Starbucks and they gave me a tea caled calm. It's delicious. I forgot how much I like herbal tea. 

Well, I hope everyone enjoys the rest of their weekend. 



Today. How depressing

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Yeah, don't beat yourself up over it.   The weight that is.  We all (most of us) have the same struggle. 

I know, a lot of people struggle with their weight, but sometimes it does get to me.

i had chamomile tea..very calming..i liked it xx{#basic-smile.gif}

It is very relaxing. I haven't had it in a couple of years. I forgot how much I love it.

Too bad eating, period...causes weight gain, well depending on the food.  I had put on some weight during the C'mas holidays, but I dropped it.  I had to get back to my regular eating habits and get away from sweets again, which is so hard, but...I did eat that king cake last well.  I felt guilty, but not enough to stop, ha!  I've been watching tv just about all day.

I am on the heavy side and I would eat the king cake even if I were on a diet. Enjoy relaxing and watching TV.

I will, thanks.  :)

You will get yourself motivated Marissa. Hang in there.

I'm trying, but I'll hang in there. Thanks

Your welcome Marissa. 

Marissa, take it from me whom is nearly 65, you do not look over weight at all. You look fine. Now, for whatever height you are and you are in the range they (your doctor) says you are suppose to be in then you are fine. But as far as I am concerned Marissa, you look  fine. And don't let this get too you. You are the way the Heavenly Father wants you to be my friend. Bro. Doc

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