It's Saturday. I went over to Dylan's [old] house today and helped finish packing shit up. Well, I was supposed to. Keenan, Vincent, Dylan and I went to the park next door. xD I had such a great time. When we were called home, Vincent left soon after with his dad and the moving truck. Keenan, Dylan and I sat in the front lawn, pretty much chilling out. Jen [Dylan's mom] made him go back and pick up ALL the dog shit, which was, you know, everywhere. Keenan and I went up to the little house in his backyard and Dylan freaked out and thought we were doing...things up there. xD which is really awkward.

Because Keenan likes me.

A lot.

I mean, I like him too. When he's here. Through texting, he's a little boring. I guess even the most fun people ever could be boring texters. I like him...but not as much as I like Garrett. Thinking practically here, I wouldn't want to date Keenan anyways because: a) we could become family soon. b) if we broke up, it would be completly awkward at any family gathering we had.

I feel like Jenna from Awkward, if any of you watch that. Of course, no one exactly follows my posts yet, but if someone decides to look back and see that. Season 2 just started of that and I literally wished to be in a situation like hers. Stupid girl. Now, I am :D Fuck my life.

Regarding Garrett [boyfriend], I talked to him last night. He got in this huge fight with his mom and that's why he wasn't coming on. Of course, there's Tomas always telling me that he keeps thinking about Kacie [ex-girlfriend]. I'm not worried...only a little.

Then there's Tomas [best friend]. He's on, like, drugs or something. He's so nice all of a sudden. It's unbelievable. "Amelia, whatever you decide to do, I support you." He's in Hawaii right now, so he also said, "Of course I miss you. You're one of my closest friends." To be honest, it's kind of freaking me out. But I like it. If that makes sense. 0_o

Well, I could also go on about how my sister [Claire] is super depressed and almost committed suicide yesterday and refused to eat today because she's 'disgusting.' I almost wish I didn't have to put up with all her shit. I'm not trying to be unsupportive of her, because that's what she needs most, but whatever I do to help her, she rejects it. I just wish she wouldn't.

--Amelia

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